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One Direction - More Than This (acapella)
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one thing, “shot me out of the sky, you’re my kryptonite..”

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gotta be you, “can we fall, one more time? stop the tape and rewind but if you walk away, i know i’ll fade because there is nobody else, it’s gotta be you..”

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It was August, Summer time, me and my friends were soaking up the sun on a beach in Spain.

‘Any talent yet?’ Jasmine asked looking over the top on her sunglasses. With her long dark waves and dazzling green eyes, to most of the boys there she was the talent.

‘Pretty much everywhere’ Mya laughed. She flicked her red hair over her shoulder as she observed the crowds by the bar and by the make-shift football pitch.

‘Oh he’s cute’ Jade grinned. I looked over to where she was looking to see a guy with chestnut curls and the cutest smile ever. I smiled with approval.

‘Guys he’s coming over!’ She gasped as she lay back down pretending she wasn’t just staring.

Behind that guy was four others. One of them grinned in my direction. He had jet black hair, an amazing jawline, a perfect smile, soul bearing dark eyes and a toned torso. Good thing I had my sunglasses on or he’d probably laughed at my facial expression.

‘Hey’ the curly haired guy said in a sexy husky tone as he approached us. ‘What’s your name, beautiful?’ He asked Jade.

She introduced us all and I took my sunglasses off as she said my name, revealing my greeny, blue/grey eyes.

‘This is Niall, Liam, Louis and Zayn, I’m Harry’ he smiled. When he said ‘Zayn’ the guy with the black hair winked at me, so I tried to smile flirtily.

‘Wanna go get a drink?’ Zayn asked me. I tossed my short light brown hair over to one shoulder and smiled.

‘If your paying’ I said cheekily. He’s flirting with me, why can’t I flirt back!

‘I’m sure I can buy a pretty girl a drink’ he winked. As I stood up, I noticed Harry sit by Jade, Liam talking to Jasmine, Louis to Khloe and Niall to Mya.

*

‘So where you guys from?’ Zayn asked making conversation.

‘Um round Essex’ I told him. ‘You?’

‘I’m from Bradford but we all kinda live in London together’ he grinned. There was silence as we approached the bar, then Zayn began to laugh.

‘What?!’ I giggled.

‘No its nothing’ he grinned. Kind of like he was keeping something from me.

‘Tell me!’ I smiled as I gently shoved him.

‘I actually can’t’ he admitted. He ordered two cocktails and I took mine, sipping carefully through the straw.

‘Ok fine’ I teased, walking back to the loungers where everyone seemed to be getting along great.

‘Hey, Lauren, wait for me’ Zayn chuckled chasing me. He placed a cool arm around my exposed waist, sending chills up my spine and causing the butteflys in my stomach go wild.

‘Ladies, we have to go. We need to pack ready to catch our flight back to the UK’ Harry announced as Jade’s fingers slowly slipped from his.

‘Nice meeting you’ Zayn whispered in my ear, his arm still placed around me. He took my free hand and I felt a small lump between our hands. ‘Call me soon’ he added, his breath warm and sweet tickled my neck and made me smile. Slowly his arm withdrew itself from around me and he walked away. It was a scrunched up napkin which when smoothed out showed 11 digits.

-now you have my number ;) xxx

I text Zayn as I watched them leave. I saw him look at his phone and winked back at me.

-cooool ;) hey I said I couldn’t tell you but I’m not actually speaking when I write this….put your tv to itv1 saturday night, maybe you could be in the audience next week ;) xxx

He winked at me as the carried on walking. Thinking about it, wasn’t the X-Factor on then? Wait, I think I’ve just fallen for someone who is about to become crazy famous.

It was mid-july exams were over, school was done and everything just felt right. A warm summers’ breeze grazed over my face as I relaxed on the sand.

‘Jess! Trow it back!’ I heard a familiar irish voice say. I propped myself up on my elbows and pushed my sunglasses into my hair to look at what Niall was talking about. A football. Of course. I picked it up as I stood up and heard Zayn wolf-whistle.

‘Niaaaace Jess’ He winked. Oh crap I forgot I only have a bikini top on with my shorts. I styled it out best I could, trying not to show my embarrassment. I threw the ball to Harry who was closest and saw Zayn walk over to Niall and whisper something. Niall turned red, quickly glanced at me and shoved Zayn.

‘Haarreh!’ He called for him to pass the ball.

*

I shook off he Zayn and Niall discussion as I sat back down with Kia and Mollie. They hadn’t really moved from their tanning positions all day.

I sighed quietly as I watched the boys running around. Zayn always has been and always will be the flirt, even though he was the shyest when I first met them all. Liam has always been like the leader of the group, good looking clever, he always knows the right thing to do. Louis will always be the funniest guy I’ve ever met. He’s amazing. Harry has the cutest little dimples and is always ready for a chat. I’ve known Niall all my life. We’ve grown up together. Always been the best of friends, doing everything together and going places together. For many years I just thought of him as that. A best friend. Lately, I had started to feel differently about him.

As I watched him running about the sand, I let my mind wander. His sweeping hair looked amazing in this new style. I’d love to just stare into those piercing blue eyes, knowing he’s mine. My eyes wandered down to his torso. Nothing as defined like Zayn and Liam, but still toned.

‘What you staring at?’ Kia grinned.

‘What? Nothing! I’m just watching the boys play!’ I insisted. She giggled. No wonder Harry’s besotted with her. She’s beautiful - long dark hair, falling in perfect waves and her dark brown eyes. I’m the complete opposite - natural blonde hair, which was currently tied into a messy bun, with wavy bits hanging on either side of my face. I had deep blue eyes too, which were currently framed with minimal eyeliner. Then there’s Mollie, with her blonde pixie cut and grey eyes. Cutest thing ever. Her and Louis were great together too.

I don’t think I could hide my feelings for Niall much longer, if Kia is catching on, I bet he has too!

‘Kia! Incoming!’ Harry yelled as the ball came at her. She ducked just in time and gave him a rude gesture.

‘Come join gurlies!’ Zayn ordered. Kia refused, she had to tan. Me and Mollie jogged over hand in hand. ‘Ok Jess, you mark Niall. Mollie you mark Harry’. I put my sunglasses down so not to catch Niall’s eye. Zayn had to kick the ball straight to me. Nice one. Niall grabbed my waist to pull me and ended up falling on top of me. Awks. My sunglasses had fallen and he grinned at me. I think we looked in each others’ eyes for longer than normal. I saw his eyes seemed different shades of blue and were slightly misty. He smiled adoringly, then realised.

‘Oh sorry Jess!’ He said, scrambling to his feet and helping me up.

’S’ok’ I grinned, looking down to ours hands, still held together. We smiled at each other then walked opposite ways. Mollie jogged over to me.

‘Oh you guys just had a moment. He wants you’ she always says stuff straight to the point. She studied my face. ‘You want him too!’ I blushed. ‘You do!’

‘Mol! Ssh’ I giggled.

The game kinda just finished after that and I couldn’t help but grin stupidly everytime I looked over at Niall. I shouldn’t be silly like this! We are best friends! We talk about anything! I guess I just felt awkward after he was just laid on top of me. We gathered our stuff and walked home to get ready for the party tonight. Kia had insisted on doing my make up. Back at her house, I let my hair out and Kia couldn’t believe how perfect my hair looked.

‘Takes me aagess to get it like that!’ She moaned. I smiled. All Mollie had to do was give hers more volume. Kia did my eye makeup to match my ditsy print maxi dress - pastel shadow and a silvery-blue eyeliner. A spot of pale pink lipstick and peachy blush finished it off.

‘Niall will so want you when he sees you’ Mollie grinned.

‘Oh so you guessed too’ Kia giggled.

‘Does everyone know?!’ I moaned.

‘Everyone but you and Niall’ they said together. I planned to talk to him tonight. I can’t leave it any longer.

*

Later that night, I couldn’t speak when I saw him. He looked amazing.

‘Hiya Jess whats-’ he looked me up and down. ‘You look beautiful’ he beamed, pulling me in for a hug. I felt my heartbeat faster. I wanted him to be mine soo bad.

‘Woah Jess! You look-’ Zayn began.

‘-Jess want to dance?’ Niall interuptted, taking my hand. We danced all night and I don’t know why I felt awkward. He’s amazing.

‘I’ll be back now! Get us a drink’ he said over the music. I nodded. I felt sooo good. Kia’s right, I think I might love him. My breathing became heavier. Of course! It makes sense. My heart rate picked up. I felt my phone vibrate.

- meet me outside, I gota talk to ya. niall xx.

Walking out the door, I spotted him over by the stairs.

‘Niall?’ I called.

‘Over here Jess’ came the irish voice. I turned and he was there. I smiled. He walked right up close to me. Like this was natural to us. His breath was warm on my cheek as he whispered in my ear.

‘You mean everything to me, Jess’ his lips found mine in the dark.

After about five minutes of trying to understand, I tuned out the sound of the teacher explaining why x equals 6 and began to think about the weekend me and my friends will be spending in London….

‘Natalie!’ Aimee said snapping her fingers in my face. ‘Didn’t you hear the bell?’

That was when I noticed the classroom emptying. She pushed she long blonde hair over he shoulder as she picked up her bag.

‘Let’s go get the bus’ she added. I scrambled to my feet, stuffed my books in my bag and walked with her.

‘You heard that one direction are going to be back in London this weekend too’ Louise said excitedly when we met her on the bus. She tightened her messy bun and her grey eyes sparkled.

‘No way’ I grinned. Seeing Niall Horan would make my birthday the best one ever.

‘Aaaw Natalie wants to see Nialler!’ Aimee cooed as she gently squeezed my cheeks.

I laughed as I pushed her away. You see, since I fist saw Niall at his Dublin audition, no other boy has measured up. The chances of me ever meeting him were pretty low up til now. Its my birthday this weekend, so that’s why we are going to London. Our parents booked us in for facials and a mani-pedi each with the hotel spa as a de-stress before exams.

Me and my friends were actually in love with One Direction. Louise likes Zayn, Aimee likes Liam and our other friend Ciara likes Harry. We all love Louis but come on, like we come anywhere close to Hannah Walker!

‘Don’t forget! One o’clock!’ I called to Louise as I left the bus. I had already text Ciara so she knew. I actually couldn’t sleep with the thought of possibly seeing Niall within the next few days.

*

The next day at one o’clock we hopped on the train. I had worn my chinos and baggy striped top, with my dark hair in loose curls and my green eyes framed with a little brown eyeliner.

‘You tink dey are actually going t be here?’ Ciara said, her thick irish accent still as strong as ever. Her caramel hair was tied up in a sleek ponytail and she wore her skinnies with her cream blazer.

‘I hope so!’ Louise giggled, pushing her deep red hair from her face and smoothing out her floaty floral top. ‘Zayn would make a hot photo’.

‘Meeting Niall on my birthday. Dream come true.’ I beamed. Aimee gave me a massive smile in return and tightened her messy bun. We arrived and headed straight to starbucks for a takeaway hot chocolate, then dropped our bags into the hotel.

*

The next day, it was my birthday and we were booked in to have our treatments. After the girls gave me gifts which I politely accepted, we had each showered and we made our way down to through the hotel lobby to the spa. I couldn’t help but notice loads of screaming girls being held back outside. Couldn’t possibly be for this hotel!

*

We emerged about three hours later, refreshed and relaxed. I reached up and tightened my cherry print headscarf and laughed along with the girls. They notice the screaming girls this time too.

‘Do you think there’s someone famous here?’ Aimee wondered out loud.

‘Oooh One Direction’ Louise giggled.

‘As if!’ I laughed. ‘Don’t get your hopes up girls’ I turned around without looking and walked into somebody. ‘Oh sorry!’ I spluttered, looking up at who it was. Hannah Walker.

‘No problem!’ She smiled. ‘Oh happy birthday’ she noticed my stupid badge Ciara made me wear.

‘Thanks’ I beamed.

‘So are the boys here?’ Aimee interrupted. She’s the confident one if you haven’t guessed. Hannah laughed.

‘Not at the moment. But they are staying here too’ no. fucking. way. ‘They had to go to the studios this morning’ I felt myself beam. ‘Who knows. Maybe you’ll run into them on your birthday!’ She winked. ‘Have a lovely day!’ She called as she left.

‘One Direction are here’ Ciara smiled. We had a little fan girl moment as we hopped into the elevator to go to our room.

*

There was a message waiting for us on the phone. Somebody had sent a package for their ‘beautiful Natalie on her birthday’. My mum makes me cringe. I half skipped to collect it from reception and was too lazy to go up the stairs, so hopped in the lift.

‘Hold t lift!’ I heard an irish accent call out. I politely stopped the doors closing, without looking at the person entering. Humming ‘Only Girl’, I looked up and ohmygod I squealed. Complete cringe. Niall Horan. I could tell my cheeks were turning pink. The elevator suddenly lurched and became dark.

‘Oh fuck’ he mumbled, pressing the alarm button. ‘Shit sorry’ he said to me.

’S’ok’ I mumbled as I sat down and placed my package on the ground.

‘Hello? Hotel reception here how many people in the lift please’ a voice said.

‘Two’ Niall said, slightly impatient. His accent was adorable.

‘Ok you’ll have to bear with us! Five to ten minutes maximum’ the woman promised.

‘Great way t spend your birthday!’ Niall chuckled. I guess he noticed my badge. I forced a laugh.

‘Your Niall Horan’ I said. Then regretted. Well done Nat!

‘Last time I checked’ he winked. ‘What you got dere?’ He said as he slouched against the far side.

‘Off my mum for my birthday’ I rumaged through it. ‘Chocolate?’ I offered.

‘Tanks! I’m so hungry’ he smiled taking some. I think I stared into his deep blue eyes for a bit too long. ‘You have beautiful eyes’ he told me. ‘Haven’t seen dat colour green before’.

‘Thanks’ I murmured. He smiled again and set himself down next to me.

It is actually suprising how much you get to know about somebody in such a short space of time. He was looking over my shoulder at some tweets on my phone, and his warm breath tickled my ear and sent tingles through my body. I put my hands either side of me on the floor. His hand found mine. I stared at them. So he actually is this confident. I found myself smiling. Niall placed his finger under my chin and tilted my head up.

‘You’re different t the other fans’ he told me with a grin.

‘Thanks?’ I laughed. I felt the space between us close…

‘Hello? The lift will be going to the nearest floor now’ the receptionist said. Way to ruin a good moment.

‘We’ll have t do this another time’ he winked, stealing my phone and taking my number.

‘Nice meeting you, Natalie’ he winked cheekily, before placing a gentle kiss on my cheek and walking off down the corridor.

Did that really just happen? I brought my hand up to my cheek in bewilderment. I checked my phone to see one new message from unknown number:

-maybe I can take you sightseeing for your birthday tomorrow? niall :) x

I beamed to myself and bit my lower lip. Niall Horan likes me. This weekend looks good.

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